UpiN AnD iPin AnD me

....me aND nAng aND maDi.....

                                          ...we aT tHe gEntiNG hiGhlAnd....

i h0pe his happY n0w......^_^c0z now im happY wiyh 0thErs 0.o

tHe pAst

    g0odbyE.... h0pe u aLwaYz happY.....!!! 

^_^ AshLeY ^_^

i rEmembEr tHe tiMEs,,,.wHen iM wiTh hiM....^_^!!! Im so happY....

cUtE....^_^

                                                                                    

  whY  mY feeLing LikE tHis......!!!i feel like  Im g0nNa  (_i_) !!! 

               "LoneLy"

                "sAD"

                 no 1 uNdErsTanD me.....

                d0nT kn0w wHy....:'(

               I wAnT 2 crY 4 a wh0Le daY....

               l0v him bUt s0 mAnY tr0ubLe's....

               

               d0nt kn0w h0w 2 s0lve......:'( 

   

                        "AnD"

                 Miz hiM vErY  mUch....even  iF i d0Nt mEEt   Him  beF0re......

                 

            

   The c0upLe tHat figThs tHe m0st  iS tHe 1 m0st inL0ve....^_^!!!! iT sH0wS  tHeY cArE en0uGh 2 n0tiCe tHe 0tHer 1 scRewEd  Up aNd cAre en0ugH 2 mEnti0n iT 2 tHE pErs0n s0 tHeY caN fiX iT.....wHEn U sT0p figHtiNg  iT mEanS  U sT0ppEd cAriNg.......

                                               s0me 0f tHE  greaTer tHingS in  Life  aRe UnsEan tHat's wHy U cLoSe Ur eYe's wHEn  U kisz ....cRy or dREam...i laugh i love i h0pe i tRy i hurt i need i fear i crY aNd  i kn0w u do thE  sAme tHingS  2....so we're reallY noT tHat diffeRent ,,ME anD YOU....   if  g0D iS tHe   DJ  thEn LiFe iS tHe DancE fLo0r ,,,,,L0ve is ThE rHythM aNd U aRe The mUsiC.....U caN cLose uR eYes 2 ThinGs u d0nT wAnt 2 see....But u canT cL0se Ur hEarT 2 tHingS    u d0nT wAnt 2 feEL....iTs hUrt 2 prEteNd u l0ve s0me1  wHEn u dont  bUt  itS haRdEr 2 prEtEnd tHat u d0nT l0ve s0me1  wHen u reallY  Do.......U AskeD me wHaT's wr0ng i saiD ''n0tHing"....bUt  tHen i tUrNeD aNd whispEreD EverYtHing....U onlY LivE 0ncE bUt if u do iT riGht ,,0ncE iS en0uGh ...i dont rEgrEt tHe tHings i'vE d0ne.....^_^        

i jUst rEgrEt The tHingS i Didn't do wHen i hAd tHE cHAncE ....i'd LiKe  2 beLieve ThAt   i'LL waKe Up 1 m0rNing AnD n0T mIz hiM  anYm0re....  i'LL finallY UndErsTanD tHat wHen  He bR0ke mY heART  iT wAs 4 a reAs0n ,,,1 i jUst d0nT  uNdErStaNd  yEt ,,,bUt wHen i do i'LL kn0w tHaT He mEsSeD   Up AnD n0T ME......iF i haD  nEveR MeT u....

        I w0uDn't    LiKe U......

        

         iF i hAd  nEvEr  LikED U.....

          

         I w0uLd hAvE  nEvEr  L0vEd U......

         

         iF i hAd nEvEr L0vED U.......

          I'd nEvEr mIz U......

                 " BUT"

                  I DID

                   I DO

                   AnD

           

                i will

U sAiD L0vE iS a Hell U canNoT  bEaR ,,,I SaY GivE mE bAck '''AnD g0  tHeRe 4 all i cArE ........I c0uLd   Fill a tH0usAnD  PaGeS    TelliNg  U H0w i  FeLt   AnD  sTill  U  w0uLd n0T  uNdErsTaNd ......s0 n0w i LeavE wiTh0uT a s0unD ,,,ExPeCt  mY  hEaRt  sHattEriNg  As iT  hiTs  tHe  gr0uNd,.......

wH0evEr sAiD iT iS beTTer  2 HavE  L0vEd  aNd L0sT ,,,,,,,.....ThEn 2 hAve nEvEr L0ve At All.....!!!

mUst   hAvE   nEvEr   hAd   tHeiR   hEarT  bR0kEn......jUst  0ncE  i  wAnT  2  Fall   inL0ve  aNd  n0T hAve iT hUrt  s0 bAd  in  tHe  EnD...... 

s0mEtimEs  pe0pLe  buiLd  U  Up,,,jUSt 2  kn0Ck  u D0wn ,,...m0viNg  0n iS simpLe ,,,it's wHat u LeavE bEhiNd tHat mAke's iT s0 difficULt ,,......

                                 

                               Im  g0iNg  2 sMiLe  aNd  Make  U tHink  Im happY ....

                               Im g0iNg 2 LaUgh  s0 U d0nt see mE crY........

                                

                               Im g0ing 2  LeT  U g0 in sTyLe  And EveN  iF  iT kills  me ......

                               Im g0iNg 2 smiLe.........=)

^_^

                         MistAke Are  pAinFul  wHen ThEy  HAppEn  




                                                 ''BUT''


              yEar's LatEr ',a c0llEcti0n 0F miztAke's  iS  cAlleD ExPerieNce 




                                   ExActlY  wHAT LiFe  iS  maDe 

Im happY wiTh hiM....that b'c0z i l0ve him ^_^

          


   miz u......h0pe u happY alwaYz.....hehehe^_^