There is a fine line between a crush and  love.....As s0on as i get h0me i go straight to the c0mputer And l0ok at y0ur away messAge h0ping you'll s0meh0w confess y0ur love f0r me....y0u're the kind of guy wh0 could slit my thr0at And with my last breath, i'd ap0logize f0r geting bL0od  0n y0ur Shirt....every love song make's me cry b'c0z every l0ve s0ng reminds me 0f u.... L0ve is Like Playing Pian0'first u mUst Learn t0 Play The rules And pLay fr0m y0ur heart....s0metime's i w0nder iF Life is reallY  w0rth it, tHen i l0ok at y0ur smile  and  i kn0w it is....iF y0u l0ve s0meb0dy , set them free  iF tHey return ,they were aLways  y0ur's ,iF theY don't they never were....never fr0wn when y0u're sad  ,b'c0z y0u never kn0w wh0's falling inl0ve with y0u're smile....n0 person is w0rth y0ur tearS , And the 1 wh0 is w0nt make u cry....t0 the w0rld , y0u may be 1 pers0n  , bUt t0 1 pers0n , y0u mAy be the w0rld..... sometime's someone can say something small that can fit int0 a big empty  space in y0ur heart....

iF u love some0ne d0nt put their name in a heart , BUT put it in a circle , a heart can be br0ken , BUT a circle g0es 0n F0REVER ....iF i c0uld h0ld a star f0r every time y0u made me smile , i w0uld have t0 wh0le night sky in the palms 0f mY hands.....s0me people say y0u only fall inlove 0nce , BUT every time i hear y0ur v0ice i fall inl0ve all 0ver AGAIN.....anY0ne can catch y0ur eye BUT it takes s0me0ne special t0 cAtch y0ur heart....y0u kn0w y0u're inl0ve when the hardest thing t0 do is say g0odbyE...... iF y0u cant get s0me0ne 0ut 0f y0ur head , then maybe they're supPosed t0 be there..... l0ving y0u is like breathing , h0w can i ST0P...??! .....I'm jeal0us of every girl that every hugged y0u b'c0z f0r 1 m0ment theY had mY wh0le w0rld in their arms..... i believe inl0ve like i believe in ALLAH  , y0u cAnt t0uch it , y0u cAnt see it , BUT u can feel its wrath....when i see him  i get a sick  feeling  in my st0mach , BUT it's the sick feeling i l0ve t0 feel......I get the best feeling in the w0rld when you sAy " HI " t0 me , 0r even smile b'c0z i kn0w f0r a sec0nd i cr0ssed y0ur MIND .....the w0rst way t0 mIz s0me0ne is t0 have  then sitting right next t0 you And kn0w u can never have them......should i smile b'c0z you are my fren or cry b'c0z that's all we'll ever be..... we c0me t0 love n0t by finding a perfect pers0n , BUT by learning t0 l0ve an Imperfect pers0n perfectly ......the spaces between y0ur fingers were made s0 an0ther pers0ns c0uld fill them .... 0ne day i c0ught myself smiling f0r n0 reas0n , then i realized i was thingking 0f y0u......0nce i Dr0ppEd a Tear int0 the 0cean , the daY i find it is the daY i'll st0p l0ving y0u....y0u kn0w y0u're inl0ve when y0u d0nt want t0 g0 to sleep b'c0z ur life is better than a dream ....meeting y0u was fate , becoming y0ur fren was ch0ice  , BUT falling inl0ve with y0u was bey0nd  my c0ntr0l ....i was matching a star t0 aech thing i l0ve ab0ut y0u , i was d0ing great until i ran 0ut of stars......trying t0 f0rget s0me0ne y0u l0ved is like trying t0 remember s0me0ne y0u never knew.....the sh0rtEst w0rd i kn0w is 'I',the sweetest w0rd i kn0w is 'L0VE',And the 0ne i'll never f0rget is 'Y0U'......mY heart aches c0mpletely  , every h0ur  , everyday , and 0nly when i'm with y0u d0es the pain g0 away....in a r0om full of people  , y0u're always the first 0ne i l0ok f0r.....i want t0 fall f0r y0u , BUT i'm n0t sure that y0u'll catch me.....any0ne can make y0u smile , many can make y0u cry , BUT it takes s0me0ne really special t0 make y0u smile with tears in y0ur eyes.....i w0nder what he's thinking when he l0oks at me and smile.....i d0nt think y0u realize h0w easily y0u make me smile.....why am i AFRAID t0 L0SE Y0U when Y0u arent even MINE......i swear i'd rip 0ut mY heart if y0u said y0u'd be IMPRESSED.....i want t0 be the reas0n y0u smile.....y0u'll never understand h0w much I L0VE Y0U  , And i'll never understand why.........




                                AND                                                            



                         then i kissed him:((

     Im happY c0z i have a nEw BF.....
     
      I Love him...^_^

UpiN AnD iPin AnD me

....me aND nAng aND maDi.....

                                          ...we aT tHe gEntiNG hiGhlAnd....

i h0pe his happY n0w......^_^c0z now im happY wiyh 0thErs 0.o

tHe pAst

    g0odbyE.... h0pe u aLwaYz happY.....!!! 

^_^ AshLeY ^_^

i rEmembEr tHe tiMEs,,,.wHen iM wiTh hiM....^_^!!! Im so happY....

cUtE....^_^

                                                                                    

  whY  mY feeLing LikE tHis......!!!i feel like  Im g0nNa  (_i_) !!! 

               "LoneLy"

                "sAD"

                 no 1 uNdErsTanD me.....

                d0nT kn0w wHy....:'(

               I wAnT 2 crY 4 a wh0Le daY....

               l0v him bUt s0 mAnY tr0ubLe's....

               

               d0nt kn0w h0w 2 s0lve......:'( 

   

                        "AnD"

                 Miz hiM vErY  mUch....even  iF i d0Nt mEEt   Him  beF0re......

                 

            

   The c0upLe tHat figThs tHe m0st  iS tHe 1 m0st inL0ve....^_^!!!! iT sH0wS  tHeY cArE en0uGh 2 n0tiCe tHe 0tHer 1 scRewEd  Up aNd cAre en0ugH 2 mEnti0n iT 2 tHE pErs0n s0 tHeY caN fiX iT.....wHEn U sT0p figHtiNg  iT mEanS  U sT0ppEd cAriNg.......

                                               s0me 0f tHE  greaTer tHingS in  Life  aRe UnsEan tHat's wHy U cLoSe Ur eYe's wHEn  U kisz ....cRy or dREam...i laugh i love i h0pe i tRy i hurt i need i fear i crY aNd  i kn0w u do thE  sAme tHingS  2....so we're reallY noT tHat diffeRent ,,ME anD YOU....   if  g0D iS tHe   DJ  thEn LiFe iS tHe DancE fLo0r ,,,,,L0ve is ThE rHythM aNd U aRe The mUsiC.....U caN cLose uR eYes 2 ThinGs u d0nT wAnt 2 see....But u canT cL0se Ur hEarT 2 tHingS    u d0nT wAnt 2 feEL....iTs hUrt 2 prEteNd u l0ve s0me1  wHEn u dont  bUt  itS haRdEr 2 prEtEnd tHat u d0nT l0ve s0me1  wHen u reallY  Do.......U AskeD me wHaT's wr0ng i saiD ''n0tHing"....bUt  tHen i tUrNeD aNd whispEreD EverYtHing....U onlY LivE 0ncE bUt if u do iT riGht ,,0ncE iS en0uGh ...i dont rEgrEt tHe tHings i'vE d0ne.....^_^        

i jUst rEgrEt The tHingS i Didn't do wHen i hAd tHE cHAncE ....i'd LiKe  2 beLieve ThAt   i'LL waKe Up 1 m0rNing AnD n0T mIz hiM  anYm0re....  i'LL finallY UndErsTanD tHat wHen  He bR0ke mY heART  iT wAs 4 a reAs0n ,,,1 i jUst d0nT  uNdErStaNd  yEt ,,,bUt wHen i do i'LL kn0w tHaT He mEsSeD   Up AnD n0T ME......iF i haD  nEveR MeT u....

        I w0uDn't    LiKe U......

        

         iF i hAd  nEvEr  LikED U.....

          

         I w0uLd hAvE  nEvEr  L0vEd U......

         

         iF i hAd nEvEr L0vED U.......

          I'd nEvEr mIz U......

                 " BUT"

                  I DID

                   I DO

                   AnD

           

                i will

U sAiD L0vE iS a Hell U canNoT  bEaR ,,,I SaY GivE mE bAck '''AnD g0  tHeRe 4 all i cArE ........I c0uLd   Fill a tH0usAnD  PaGeS    TelliNg  U H0w i  FeLt   AnD  sTill  U  w0uLd n0T  uNdErsTaNd ......s0 n0w i LeavE wiTh0uT a s0unD ,,,ExPeCt  mY  hEaRt  sHattEriNg  As iT  hiTs  tHe  gr0uNd,.......

wH0evEr sAiD iT iS beTTer  2 HavE  L0vEd  aNd L0sT ,,,,,,,.....ThEn 2 hAve nEvEr L0ve At All.....!!!

mUst   hAvE   nEvEr   hAd   tHeiR   hEarT  bR0kEn......jUst  0ncE  i  wAnT  2  Fall   inL0ve  aNd  n0T hAve iT hUrt  s0 bAd  in  tHe  EnD...... 

s0mEtimEs  pe0pLe  buiLd  U  Up,,,jUSt 2  kn0Ck  u D0wn ,,...m0viNg  0n iS simpLe ,,,it's wHat u LeavE bEhiNd tHat mAke's iT s0 difficULt ,,......

                                 

                               Im  g0iNg  2 sMiLe  aNd  Make  U tHink  Im happY ....

                               Im g0iNg 2 LaUgh  s0 U d0nt see mE crY........

                                

                               Im g0ing 2  LeT  U g0 in sTyLe  And EveN  iF  iT kills  me ......

                               Im g0iNg 2 smiLe.........=)

^_^

                         MistAke Are  pAinFul  wHen ThEy  HAppEn  




                                                 ''BUT''


              yEar's LatEr ',a c0llEcti0n 0F miztAke's  iS  cAlleD ExPerieNce 




                                   ExActlY  wHAT LiFe  iS  maDe 

Im happY wiTh hiM....that b'c0z i l0ve him ^_^

          


   miz u......h0pe u happY alwaYz.....hehehe^_^